An asshole at times

You are a total selfish asshole right now. You have been drunk 6 of the last 8 nights and will be drunk the next three, guaranteed. You are completely self centered and could care less that your wife can't sleep while you stay up watching rock documentaries and yet get annoyed when she goes bananas from lack of sleep. Remember how pre baby the entire length of your relationship you used to go to bed together? Wtf is your problem? 

Last week

It's my last week as full time mom to Junebug brown. It has been a privilege and a delight and a challenge and a joy and a stress to be here with my bug and husband. I love this kid beyond words. She has made my heart burst and fill with love and happiness in ways I could never have imagined. 

Here she sits as I write, tugging on her ear, tapping me with her toes, and possibly working on a poo! can't imagine how I'm going to make it through my days without staring and cuddling and loving on her all day when I go back to work. 

Mommy meet up day

Breastfeeding back to work class 

Birth center class cookie swap

Helping other mothers and learning from them

Junebug is actually a pretty darn good baby 

2 hours of sleep

A long Epsom salt bath

A big smile from my baby

Not having to cook dinner

Although they were plentiful today, I am thankful for Junebug tears for they represent her life and aliveness. 

I am thankful for my house which brings us comfort and safety from the world. 

And this time at home with my husband and my baby as we make ourselves into a family. It is a true privilege.