Hard day. Started out hopeful then forgetful then doubtful. 

Marc pitched today for first round at central Texas network. Didn't go so well. Still determined but the wind is not in our sails. I feel mixed because I have that feeling, which is hard to deal with when its your husband, that I could've done it better. It's a horrible feeling to have towards your partner who worked amazingly hard and is amazingly talented. Maybe there really was no other way. Maybe this is just the way for today. 

Three good things- 

I feel great in my outfit, I look good

I'm still proud of my husband 

It's a beautiful sunny day