Monday, November 21, 2016

Every day is a catastrophe

Every.damn.day
Catastrophe. 
How to make a life
Of this. 
My heart sinks deeper
Every.damn.day

Now I'm supposed to come up with three good things from today. 
-Frank seems to have survived 
-I am having thoughts of killing myself, again. 
-I won't kill myself because that would be a shit thing to do to my kids. As much as I fear I am being a shit parent, I know doing that would be worse- for them. 

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