My lesson learned today - finding Unbroken

It was so close this entire time. I literally could have been touching it at one point. I gave up too easily. It was right there the whole day and I succumbed to the comforts that self- failure brings, a comfort in the certainty that you know you're own fate. Having faith is scary. Continuing on with hope is scary. Giving into failure is easy. It is natural. It is what comforts me. I know this now. Let this be my lesson. I must push on. I am so close, so close I could be touching it without knowing. I can't give up, not now nor ever.