Thursday, December 31, 2015

Today

Called Suzanne. Not great conversation but at least I have some clarity. She has some deep resentment built up toward me. I will be surprised if we ever have any sort of relationship again. She told me I was a manipulator and controlling. I have never been called that before in my life. I know I am many things good and bad but I honestly have never been called that before and don't feel that it is true. I am deeply, deeply saddened by all of this... Our current state, our "relationship" if it can be called that. But I want to remember other things from today, New Year's Eve 2015. 

Peeling that forgotten hidden piece of protective plastic off the tv. 
Hanging out with my husband and going to bed at 10 pm and having great snuggles and words of love. 
Our 2 min bang session midday
Hanging out with Laura in our workout outfits shopping. 
Laughing with Mamie. 

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